why?

Why do I say mean things that alienate other people some of which I've been friendly with for years? Why do I feel the need to speak the truth about everything despite how it will make other people feel? Why do I scorn people I have never even met and treat new people with a high degree of derision?

Why?

cause fuck em' that's why.

Peace

Been a minute

Wow, it's been a minute since I've been on this site. A lot has happened for me. I packed my fuckin' bags and moved on up to the east side so to speak. I moved to New York City and am having the time of my life here. Have been attending the New York Film Academy for acting classes.

I rarely post or even visit here anymore so if you give a fuck what I have to say you can check me out on Myspace, that's right myspace at

http://www.myspace.com/cyskokid

Give it a look-see and tell me what you think. otherwise I will occasionally try to get back here and write a thing or two.

Later

She'll never forget you

If you want a girl to remember you for the rest of her life, if you really want to make a fucking impression you know what you do? You absolutely don't be the nicest guy she ever met. Don't bring her flowers and candy and gifts and take her to the movies and shit. No, sir, what you have to do instead is become the darkest and most devious chapter of her life. Do anything you can think of without asking, talk so dirty you would make a squad of career marines blush, be arrogant and cocky and then put your money where you mouth is and take full advantage of it. Trust me, no matter what you will be the gold standard of fucking sex for the rest of her life. What better legacy is there than that?

Peace

One Million Stars

One Million Stars

12-31-05

One million stars, light our way in the sky
and we walk beneath them you and I
intoxicated by the look in your eyes
while one million stars light our way in the sky

walk with me in the night
walk within the tides
everything feels good
everything feels...

When I'm with you everything is right
gonna have the time of our lives tonight
gonna make love till the mornings light
under one million stars shining up in the sky

I've been waiting so long
waiting for something real
I never let you know
just how you make me feel

Don't you know when you let me in
you throw my little world in a tailspin
don't you know I will treat you right
every day and every night...

One thousand words to you that I could write
one million reasons to stay with you tonight
one little word just gets me high
and one million stars light up the sky
one million stars light up the sky!

Don't you know when you let me in
you throw my little world in a tailspin
don't you know I would treat you right
all day and every night
girl, don't you know you're my fantasy
and you're more than I ever hoped you could be
so take my love and let me in
and you'll never be alone again...

One million stars light our way in the sky
one million stars light our way in the sky...
one million stars light our way in the sky...
one million stars light our way in the sky...

Happy X-mas

So this is Xmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Xmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young
A very Merry Xmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Xmas
For weak and for strong
For rich and the poor ones
The world is so wrong
And so happy Xmas
For black and for white
For yellow and red ones
Let's stop all the fight
A very Merry Xmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Xmas
And what have we done
Another year over
A new one just begun
And so happy Xmas
We hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young
A very Merry Xmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
War is over, if you want it
War is over now
Happy Xmas


It's been 25 years since the senseless and untimely death of a great man and a true genius John Lennon, and sitting here playing this song on my guitar today, it got me to thinking about how true his words ring now 25+ years after the fact. You know, Mankind will never really change will we? We can evolve, we can get all kinds of new Plasma tvs and mp3s and gadgets but for all intents and purposes we are the same breed that lived 2000 years ago when Jesus was born, and then nailed up for no real good reason. We will never change. We're warlike, and nothing makes mankind happier than fucking the other guy over before he can fuck us. Guys like John Lennon, and well, Jesus, guys that say "Hey, there's something wrong here, can't we just give peace a chance?" Well, we all see what happens to them don't we?

War is over, if you want it.
Happy X-mas

vegetarians.

You know what I hate? That's right, a vegetarian. Fuck a vegetarian, yeah, I said it. Rail-thin, healthy looking fuckers. You know why I hate them? Cause not a one of them can give me an acceptable answer when I ask them why they deprive themselves of an important and delicious staple of the food pyramid. I ask "Why don't you eat meat", and not a single one of them tells me "Cause I hate the taste of it and the texture, and bloody goodness creep me out." That, I would find to be an acceptable answer. But usually they say "Because I don't like the thought of the cow being killed" to which I say "FUCK YOU!" (yes I say it all in caps) because without mankind's lust for rich and tempting bovine flesh, we would not tolerate the existence of cows. Really, fuck a cow, what is it good for besides to eat? If we didn't eat cows I guarentee we would either kill them outright or herd them into tiny reservations like we did to the buffalo (and Indians). My mother says she would happily co-exist with a cow, but I say it's unadulterated bullshit. The reason being is that almost all, if not absolutely all, of the cows in the world are already captive. If we all stopped eating them, do you think we would emancipate the survivors? Get fucking real. The best thing you can do for a cow is eat it's brethren. The timely death of a single cow for delicious steak, hamburger, and dog food purposes, saves the lot of them from a global abuse and total genocide. Think things through a little before you make a stupid moral decision that deprives you of one of the few good things in life.

Peace

Travellin' jack

Spent this last weekend in having a sexy adventure in New York City. Seriously, folks, let me tell you, there is nothing better or more romantic than spending a free weekend in the greatest city on Earth walking the streets with a couple of friends, one old, and one new (and possibly more than that...hoorah me, I'm still a frickin' stud...sweet) It was a couple of days I will never forget, I'm sure, whether it be playing guitar in the freezing cold in Central park, Skating in Rockefeller Center, insulting the staff at Barney's and Nobu, or skiing in the Millenium Hilton 54 stories above ground zero. God bless America, buddy, god bless America. So, alright you got me, maybe the holidays don't suck as bad as my last post claimed.

Peace